[AU] these are not the parts and poems of the body only, but of the soul

[from_the_outside]

They've all entered a kind of tense détente after the ill-advised dinner party. Tony throws himself into work, Sharon and Pepper mostly avoid each other, and Steve, Vision, and Nat continue with oversight duties.

And the thing is... Tony's working it out. 

Not a removal, exactly, but he's getting close, he'd told them, to at least blocking the commands. It's not perfect and it's not a permanent solution, but it's a step in the right direction. It's also a step in the direction of Tony needing to test the words on Bucky himself, and so Sharon and Steve are on extra high alert, keeping an eye out for any indication that Bucky's retreating into himself again. Sharon's mostly moved into the room they share in Steve's apartment for that very reason, though she still isn't wholly comfortable with being in Steve's space all the time.

He's away today, working with Sam and Rhodey on a veteran's outreach program, so it's Sharon who walks with Bucky through the halls of the compound towards Tony's rooms. "It's you and Vision with Tony today," she tells him, and glances across the distance they're careful to maintain when not alone behind closed doors.

"How are you feeling about everything?"

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[from_the_outside]

"He fooled a lot of people," Sharon says, a little grimly, thinking of the meeting in Pierce's office the morning after Nick was shot and her cover blown. "And it's hard to argue against charisma and belief like that."

It was easier when HYDRA was obviously the bad guys, when their aims were bigotry and violence. Harder to point out their flaws when they can do the same with any existing governing structure. She smiles, slight, at Wanda. "Anyway, helping Sergeant Barnes was the right thing to do, and I'd do it again in a heartbeat. I'm glad the Task Force agrees with me, but it wasn't a surprise to me that they did."

[nerves_of_ice]

"Oh," Wanda says. She looks thoughtful, and Bucky trades a quick look with Vision, who's practically frozen with a block in his fingers.

Wanda seems to brace herself, then says, very softly, to Sharon, "I thought... I thought you wouldn't think that. About someone like - someone who was part of HYDRA, before."

[from_the_outside]

"Everybody's made mistakes," Sharon says, and turns to face the other woman, leaning on the table. "But not everybody does what they can to make up for them. And I think... the people who bought into HYDRA's promise... I think a lot of them did it out of desperation. I don't mean the leaders or the true believers, but people like you and your brother. And if they were that desperate, it means no one else was helping them. Not even SHIELD."

She smiles, rueful. "HYDRA didn't do all the breaking. Sometimes, they just took advantage of it. And every time someone breaks free of their shackles, they should be celebrated. Not condemned."

[nerves_of_ice]

"A very reasonable viewpoint," Vision says, and Wanda darts an amused look at him. "Of course you'd think so," she teases, softly. "But thank you, Agent Carter. I'll... think about what you've said. But right now, we should check on your pie."

Bucky visibly brightens at that. "Now there's an idea I can get behind," he says, laconically.

[from_the_outside]

"I think that sounds – " Sharon starts, only to be interrupted by the insistent beep of the timer going off. Wanda, surprised into losing focus, lets go of the tower and the blocks go raining down across the table.

" – definitely like a good idea," Sharon finishes, laughing. "I'll put these away if you guys go check on the pie."

[nerves_of_ice]

"I will help you," Vision says, gallantly, and begins to collect the blocks on his side.

Bucky gets up from the table. "I don't mind saying I'm curious about the pie. So I'll follow you, Wanda."

[from_the_outside]

Wanda nods and leads him over to the oven, where she turns off the timer before cracking open the door to peek inside. "It looks good," she says, then opens the door a little wider so Bucky can see. "I think maybe fifteen more minutes? Can you get some aluminum foil? We'll put it over the top so the crust doesn't burn."

[nerves_of_ice]

"Sure," he agrees, and searches through the drawers until he comes up with a roll of it. Following Wanda's soft instructions, he tears off a large sheet and folds it up, then takes out the middle until he comes up with a foil ring to place over the rim of the pie plate.

"You have to wonder who figures these things out," he muses. "I'm just a simple guy, not an inventor type or whatever."

[from_the_outside]

"People have been baking for a long time," Sharon points out as she comes back and leans on the counter, watching them with interest. "My mom has a special aluminum ring that she got just to protect pie crusts... when she remembers to use it."

[nerves_of_ice]

"Yeah, but if I'd been guessing, I'd have thought the metal holds in more heat, not less," Bucky points out. "Although I guess it could absorb it, or act like giving shade to what's under it."

[from_the_outside]

"Maybe it's just protecting from direct heat," Sharon hazards, but she honestly has no idea. She watches as Wanda directs Bucky to put the pie back in the oven, and brightens. "Another fifteen minutes, huh? That seems like plenty of time to make some whipped cream."

[nerves_of_ice]

"I'll look for a whisk," he agrees, and starts going through drawers again.

It doesn't appear to occur to him to look for an electric version.

[from_the_outside]

"Couldn't we just put it in a jar and shake it up?" Sharon asks, and Wanda gives them both a look like she's surprised they managed to put their shoes on correctly this morning.

"There's an electric beater," she points out. "In that drawer there, Sergeant – Bucky. That's the easiest way."

[nerves_of_ice]

He finds the device where Wanda's indicated and sets it up, ruefully amused.

"It's the little things about the future that you never expect," he explains.

[from_the_outside]

His mom and sisters would probably be pretty surprised by everything in this kitchen, but she can't exactly say so without making Wanda even more suspicious. Sharon digs out a steel bowl and brings it over to him, along with the cream and some sugar.

"The important thing," Wanda's saying, "is not to overbeat it. Otherwise you'll end up with sweet butter."

"Also delicious," Sharon points out, "but maybe not for this particular mission."

[nerves_of_ice]

“Stop while it’s still cream, before butter. Got it,” Bucky says, as Vision comes to hover and watch. He gives the other man a smile that has a flicker of wry mischief in it.

“Tell me when,” he says, and starts the beater whirring.

[from_the_outside]

Vision, who seems to take most things seriously, stands by Bucky's side and observes the beaters and cream with intent focus.

"How do we know when it's ready?" he asks, and Wanda gives him a fondly amused glance.

"You know what whipped cream looks like, Vis," she says. "Just pause every now and again and test it."

[nerves_of_ice]

“Tell me when,” Bucky says again, dryly, to Vision and Sharon both this time. He moves the whirling beater around in the bowl, turning the bowl occasionally to make sure he’s getting all parts as equally as possible.

[from_the_outside]

Sharon leans over, perilously close to the bowl, watching as the beater moves around.

"Stop for a second," she tells him, holding a spoon up, ready to dip it into the cream to test the texture.

[nerves_of_ice]

He flicks the switch to shut it off instantly, and nods to her. “All clear, agent.”

[from_the_outside]

Sharon dips the spoon in and tips it, watching as the thickened cream drops off the tip in a foamy ribbon.

"Not quite," she says. "Give it another thirty seconds or so, Sergeant."

[nerves_of_ice]

He nods, starts the beater again, and pauses thirty-two seconds later to give her an expectant look.

[from_the_outside]

She grins and dips the spoon back in, coming up with a softly mounded pile of cream.

"That looks more like it to me."

[nerves_of_ice]

Bucky nods, and turns politely to Vision. “Would you like to test?”

[from_the_outside]

"I'm hardly an expert," Vision demurs, but takes the spoon when Sharon offers it and puts it into his mouth.

"Mm," he says, licking his lips. "Yes, that seems more than adequate."