from_the_outside: by youknowmyname on tumblr (bright-eyed bushy-tailed)
2024-10-07 09:20 pm

[ Ohio AU ] when I first laid eyes upon you

Perhaps somewhat surprisingly, it isn't until she's actually deep inside the belly of the rebuilt North Institute, surrounded by traitors and fascists, that she starts to think that maybe she's a little bit in over her head.

Not that it shows in her brisk walk, heels clicking efficiently against the gleaming floors that, as far as SHIELD knew, ought to have been shattered, covered in ash. "You've done a remarkable job, Doctor," she says, in Irma's cool, clipped German accent. She directs a glance toward Karpov, then another toward a glass-walled room filled with personnel in white lab coats. She recognizes one of them from the old photos she'd found in the file that hand changed everything, that sent her to Ohio with a half-baked plan bolstered by pure determination and ambition.

There's more here than just a burned out old foundation that's rotten. It's tied up with SHIELD, with the fire that ravaged this place back in the 90s... maybe even with Howard Stark and Hank Pym and the things they'd been working on before one died and the other was summarily swept out of the division he helped found. 

None of it shows on her face. Irma Kruhl is polite, aloof, distantly interested on a professional level. "One would never know this location had ever been anything other than an effectively running laboratory."
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2023-03-03 10:01 am

[ WWII AU ] I held a funeral for my past today

She's not sure what she would have done without Steve. 
 
Sharon stays with him for the first two days of her week of liberty, although she hardly pays attention to the passage of time. The storms of weeping and grief roll over her multiple times a day, and the very first night, she wakes up from a stuttering nightmare she can hardly remember that leaves her muffling a wail into her borrowed pillow.
 
On the second day after her return, when she's found a little equilibrium, Steve takes her around the city. They don't go to Coney Island, but he walks her through Brooklyn, and later that night they sit together on the couch, quiet in their shared grief. She thinks he needs her curled against his side, her head on his shoulder, as much as she needs him steady and solid against her. He makes sure she eats and stays hydrated and both of them try to sleep, and in that way, they get through the first few days.
 
On the third day, she packs the clothes JARVIS had provided and she and Steve head together for Washington. She's already invited him to the mountain house after they visit with Aunt Peggy, though she doesn't know if he'll take her up on it. All she knows is that he's about the only company she can stomach just now.
 
What they'll do if Aunt Peggy isn't having a good day, she's not quite sure. It almost doesn't matter, though, as they pull up to the townhouse. She just needs to see her.
from_the_outside: by <lj user="bangparty"> (competence is the watchword)
2022-08-03 01:58 pm

[ WWII AU ] what a night to go dreaming

There's no doubt that things have shifted, a little, since the day they spent tangled up together in that sun-dappled cottage, tucked away in the trees behind the nearby town. The other Howling Commandos have, seemingly by silent agreement, stopped flirting so outrageously with her, though she's caught Jim and Gabe giving Bucky more than one fondly exasperated glance. She still dances with all of them, and enjoys their company, but they yield the floor to Bucky at the end of the night, and he's the one who, as she said she wanted, walks her back to her tent. 

And then there are their rendezvous' out in the field, where she still checks, each night, for a portal opening in the air. It never comes, but she spends hours there with him, walking and laughing and dancing under the starlight, stealing every moment they can together.

Aunt Peggy says nothing, but Sharon knows she can tell things have changed. There's a worried frown that lives between her brows, but she doesn't forbid her niece to see Steve's best friend, knowing it would only backfire.

Other things change not at all... like the morning tests Howard still makes them do. They're nearing the end of the sequence today, and she lets go of Bucky when Howard tells her to, careful not to linger. It's difficult to say what Stark thinks of his findings; he mutters to himself and snaps at his assistants, but all she can glean from it is that the resonance is still fading at a regular rate from her cells.

But none of them know why.

from_the_outside: by youknowmyname on tumblr (Default)
2022-06-08 09:55 pm

[ WWII AU ] Chantez, compagnons, dans la nuit la liberté

There's nothing strange about Yvette Rheaume or the credentials she provides to Monsieur Lavigne when she arrives to replace Amelie. "Her mother is ill," Lavigne explains to the girl. "You will fill in for her duties until she returns, yes?"

Yes, of course. And it's a relief when the girl proves both capable and well-mannered; he simply cannot afford to force Herr Schneider to wait. If the facility were to cancel their monthly orders, he'd lose hundreds, thousands of francs in profit, money which assuages his guilt at assisting the enemy. He explains the process to the girl as they ride in a jeep towards the facility, and impresses on her the need for perfect discretion. "I will expect you to take clear and comprehensive notes," he reminds her. "We cannot miss any opportunity to re-supply."

"Yes, sir," she promises, and dutifully notes his instructions.

His ears are ringing by the time they reach the facility and Herr Schneider steps outside to greet them, his sharp eyes resting for a moment on Yvette. "Who is this lovely creature?" he asks, and Lavigne hastens to assure him of her loyalty and credentials. The German nods and politely ushers them inside. Lavigne is too relieved and too focused on the robust order to come to pay much mind to the way the man keeps half an eye on Yvette.

But she doesn't miss it. Not a single glance.

from_the_outside: by <lj user="quixotic"> (I will end this)
2022-05-14 12:53 pm

[WWII AU] tourist from the future

"I don't want to alarm anybody," Sharon says, her arms folded as she looks over her shoulder. "But that thing's glowing again."

"It's supposed to be glowing, Agent 13." Fury strolls up beside her, hands clasped behind his back, as she gives the thing in question a skeptical look. "That's what it does. It sits there and it glows. And it powers things."

"Okay, well, I don't like it." She stares at the blue cube, uncomfortably mesmerized by the slow pulse of its inner light. "It glows very aggressively. Seems like it's up to something, Nick."

"How could it be up to something?" he points out. "It's a cube."

She shakes her head, her lips thinning, but there's no good way to respond. It is a cube; it doesn't have a brain. But it still seems to be... waiting for something. She glowers at it. It pulses calmly back.

Nearby, the doctor lifts a hand. "We're ready," he calls, and Fury pats her on the shoulder and turns away. "Come on, 13," he tells her. "Leave the cube alone. Maybe it just doesn't like you."

"Maybe you – "

But that's as far as she gets before Dr. Selvig yelps and a cascade of alarms all begin blaring at once. Behind her, the cube pulses furiously, an aura of cold blue light expanding around it, throwing her into stark relief against it. Fury wheels around, and she can see his one eye opening wide, right before he reaches for her. "Carter!"

I told you so, she tries to say, but then the light swallows her and something grips her, hard, like gravity suddenly changed direction, flinging her backwards through a cacophony of blinding light. "Ow – "

She hits hard-packed dirt and grass and rolls with a series of violent thuds until her momentum is spent, leaving her flat on her back in a field, staring up at the sky.

It's full of stars. She's never seen a night so clear.
from_the_outside: (surprised into a smile)
2022-03-15 06:36 pm

[Leipzig AU] to do something good

"I know what you're doing, you know," Sharon says, as she and Nat stroll over a bridge, making their way toward the Landungsbrücken. Evening is settling, cool and blue, over Hamburg, and they'd spent the day shopping and gossiping, then decided on a walk by the piers before finding a spot for dinner.

It's a blatant attempt by Nat to cheer her up, and it had worked a treat. She'd needed to get out of her apartment, out of the Center, out of Berlin for a little while; to stop stewing over being barred from Wakanda and trying to manage Ross's annoyance with Steve and Stark. 

She feels better than she has since before they first got the news about Lagos, and, judging by Nat's smiles and the mischievous sparkle in her eyes, she thinks her friend is feeling the same way. Which is why Sharon nudges her leg with a shopping bag and grins. "And I love you for it. This was a great idea."
from_the_outside: by <lj user="bangparty"> (competence is the watchword)
2022-03-08 12:34 pm

[Leipzig AU] Wakanda forever

A tense détente has settled over their group at the Center. As promised, T'Challa makes no public announcement of Bucky's asylum in Wakanda, and the Secretary of State – though he stays in Berlin, flying back and forth to Vienna to meet with the United Nations Security Council – doesn't press for Bucky to turn himself over.

Finally, they can focus on Zemo... not that it gets them all that far. It's not that he refuses to talk, it's that none of his answers mean anything. They're all frustratingly non-informative. He admits to seeking out Karpov for the manual, he admits to murdering and impersonating Broussard and attacking the United Nations.

He doesn't give anyone the words. 

And he smiles, mild and unperturbed, no matter what anyone asks.

T'Challa spends his time interrogating Zemo and negotiating what will happen to him; Bucky assists the Wakandans, taking on the smokescreen role of advisor. Steve and Tony spend long hours with Everett Ross, hammering out ways for the Avengers – signed and unsigned – to work with the Task Force.

It means they all get to see each other regularly. After the first night, the Wakandans allow Sharon to come even without Steve, although they mostly overlap, and a few days pass without major incident.

On the third day, Sharon is in Ross's office as he goes over the options he's managed to drum up for Bucky. 

None of them are any good, and they both know it. But they look anyway.
from_the_outside: (from the outside)
2022-02-26 07:56 am

[ Leipzig AU ] to see an empire fall

She sleeps better than she'd thought she could and wakes up on instinct at her usual time, even without setting an alarm – but there's no work to get ready for, nowhere for her to go. Sharon sits for a long while with her coffee, sketching out plans for her day, the news a constant companion as she moves about the apartment.

Bucky will be back later, she knows. And she's sure he or Steve will let her know if they find anything, or if this Zemo makes a move.

But she can't sit and sulk in her apartment all day, and it's not as though she's confined, so she decides to take the day and run some errands she'd otherwise have put off until the weekend: go buy some fresh groceries, head to the stores for a few things she needs around the apartment.

It's not work. It's not what she wants to do. 

But at least it's something.
from_the_outside: by infidel (talking to my aunt)
2022-02-06 12:01 pm

[ Leipzig AU ] I'll be seeing you

A few hours after leaving her apartment for errands, Sharon returns with a bag of fresh groceries, a bunch of fresh-cut flowers, and a pre-paid burner phone that she sets to charge as she moves around the apartment, putting things away, putting the flowers out, and making a late lunch.

Once she's washed and put the dishes away, she opens her personal phone and the new burner, then inputs the number she has from Thessaloniki.

After a moment's consideration – during which she laughs to herself at the idea of going fully into codewords and names, she texts:

New phone
lmk when you're back safe
from_the_outside: (amused)
2021-11-19 04:15 pm

[AU] What is this life if, full of care, we have no time to stand and stare

Things are... Sharon doesn't want to say better, but she thinks they're better. She'd had a long chat with Steve about the way Bucky was feeling, how he needed something to do with himself, some way to be helpful, and Steve had listened carefully, absorbing every word.

She suspects they'd talked some after that, too. 

Staying with him and Steve hasn't proved to be quite as awkward as she'd feared, but today she'd needed some space, and since Bucky was with Vision, she'd gone to do her work in the old apartment rather than Steve's small office. She's still mulling over her chat with Ross when she walks into the library, looking for Bucky, and finds only Vision.

A few minutes later, after Vision has explained their experiment, she heads through the corridors to the garage. "Bucky?"

It takes her a second to spot him, and when she does, she can't help the smile that plays across her lips. She looks up at where he's hanging from a beam, new phone in hand, his hair sticking straight up – or straight down, more accurately. "Baby, what are you up to?"
from_the_outside: by youknowmyname on tumblr (Default)
2021-11-10 02:09 pm

[AU] it's about the doing

Sharon wakes up too warm from a dream she wishes didn't have to end: in it, Bucky came to Madripoor and promised to stay, to get her home. Bucky, and Steve, and Nakia, and Sam and Nat and –

It's a second before she recognizes why she's too warm, and just what that solid weight next to her means, and she scrubs sleep out of her eyes and stares, drinking him in like she can't get enough.

She can't. She's not sure she ever will. "Bucky," she says, her voice rough with sleep and relief. "You're here."
from_the_outside: by <lj user="bangparty"> (competence is the watchword)
2021-08-21 03:56 pm

[AU] a piercing comfort it affords

For such a busy morning, the afternoon and evening prove remarkably quiet. Sharon's tired to her core, but she finds it just as difficult to rest as Bucky does, when she tries to cajole him into a nap. He only shakes his head at her, acquiescing to rest on the couch without actually sleeping.

She doesn't ask why. She's listening for the sound of Iron Man's repulsers just like he is.

But nothing comes, even after she's called Ross to update him and learn that the JTTF translators and analysts had come to the same conclusion she and Bucky had: that Zemo planned to impersonate him and set a bomb to spark a manhunt for the Winter Soldier.

Ross sounds grim as he tells her they'll need to find some more permanent solution to the power outage problem, then hangs up after he's extracted a promise from her to check in as soon as she learns anything.

Dinner is a quiet affair. Jet lag has her by the throat, but she can't sleep until she hears back from Steve and knows for certain that Tony won't be crashing down on them again.

If he does, she needs to be ready.
from_the_outside: (getaway car)
2021-06-04 07:22 pm

[AU] but I was going to say when Truth broke in

There's something about seeing the gentle green curves of the Blue Ridge Mountains shouldering themselves out of the Shenandoah River Valley that makes her think John Denver really just got it. As much as she enjoys the bustle and life of a city, she loves this place; the oaks and chestnuts lining the ridges, the river curling below like a lazy snake.

She hadn't given Bucky any details about where she was taking him and he hadn't asked, but now, as the Quinjet swoops low over the woods surrounding the house, she wonders if maybe she should have just given him a heads up.

She sets the Quinjet down in a grove of birch trees about five hundred yards from the house itself and leads Bucky along the neatly maintained path. From this distance she can hear the musical gurgling of the stream another few hundred yards below the house as she takes a deep breath of the crisp mountain air. Songbirds chirp and twitter; leaves whisper a soft susurrus in the light wind.

There's no one around for miles. He'll be safe here, for a little while.

As the trees thin, a large brick house comes into view. The garden's grown slightly wild, she notes, and the porch swing and Adirondack chairs are still tucked away in the shed, but the place looks good.

Of course, she's a little distracted by Steve Rogers doing his best to pace a hole into her white stone driveway, a motorcycle parked nearby. When he sees them, he stops and stares.

"Hey," she says. Damn, she's going to need to break out the good liquor tonight. "We made it."
from_the_outside: (white suit)
2013-07-25 10:33 pm

Steve and Sharon - First Meetings

"It's critical that Captain Steve Rogers adjust to his new surroundings," Fury had said, hands clasped behind his back. He was facing away from her, watching as larger-than-life still frames of Rogers scrolled across the viewscreen.

He couldn't see the way her mouth tightened at one corner. Her tone had stayed dry. "You want me to help Captain America get more American? Sir?"

Let it never be said Nick Fury doesn't have a sense of humor. He does. It's just equivalent to that of a cement wall.

His voice was desert-arid. "I'm assigning you to help him re-acclimate. These next few months may prove to be decisive. I assume you don't want to see what happens if a man in his position, with his abilities and history, fails to recognize a place he once called home. I can only imagine it would lead such a man to paranoia and possibly desperate measures. Do you want to find out, Agent 13?"

"No, sir."






Still, she considers, after a trip home to change, and now making her first sweep of the block nearest Rogers' SHIELD-maintained apartment, he can't be that easy to crack.

She's heard the stories. Captain Steve Rogers was as much a fixture of her childhood mythology as Santa, and, to the young Sharon's mind, far more interesting, due to actually being real. He was a war hero, a soldier on the front lines. A symbol, sure, but she's pretty damn positive there was always a person walking around under that red, white and blue, the star-struck shield.

And that person has seen a hell of a lot worse from the world than faster cars and sleeker tech. Fury's underestimating him.

She won't make the same mistake.


Dressed in sleek black yoga pants bagging loosely against white running shoes, arms bare under a white tank top, hair tossed in a loose ponytail, she looks like every other woman on the sidewalks during a nice afternoon in the city -- a little sweetly disheveled from some post-lunch vinyasa, without working hard enough to ruin her makeup, cheeks lightly flushed and relaxation flowing from every motion.

She'd tried yoga once. Got bored mid-way through the second sun salutation, but then Fury called her in and she'd spent the rest of the day infiltrating a sleeper cell that decided to take matters into its own hands, and she'd felt much better afterwards, so, hell, maybe there's something to be said for this shavasana crap?

It's sunny and warm, and that's as good a reason as any for the aviators she's got on.

Better than showcasing the way she's casing the shops she passes, looking for a certain, particularly recognizable, set of shoulders and the regulation-neat combed hair of American's favorite boy next door.